Tuesday, October 23, 2012

5


*
Brendan thought it out carefully. “Father Patrick? No, I haven’t seen him. I thought he returned to the mainland with you on Sunday.”
Tim shook his head. “Not according to Eamonn or Canon Hanrahan.”
One handed, he jammed his pitchfork into the ground. As much as he wanted to say that Patrick was somewhere close by, something told him to investigate this.
*
“Last time I saw him,” Jeremiah Corrigan said as he studied the tips of his boots, “He followed that last lose ball into the bushes at the edge of the Highside. Right when the storm hit.”
The next words went unsaid. The whole of them, Jerry, Wee Sean, Eamonn, Tim and Brendan took off towards the football field and the Highside. Rory Murphy caught up to the group. “Father Patrick? When that ball…. “ They didn’t wait for his last words neither. They hurried.
Throughout an exceptionally long journey, most of his body parts refused to cooperate. Brendan dragged his belly along with him. His knees were weak and his head floated off his shoulders in the direction of the playing field and a lose ball. He forced the lead weights that his feet had become to move ahead of the others.
When they made the Highside, and the broken and burned cart, and what was left of their makeshift goal post, Brendan paused. It was long enough to gather the strength he needed to proceed, and again for the others to catch up.
Wee Sean pushed Brendan backwards. “Stay put,” the smaller man ordered, “I’ll look.” Hands belonging to two men larger than himself, clasped his opposite shoulders, holding him in place. Wee Sean slipped into the bushes next to the fir tree, disappearing for what seemed an eternity.
He returned, finally, bleached to white and holding an old shoe. “I couldn’t see over the edge,” Wee Sean explained. Brendan’s legs came out from under him. “But there’s a hole there. Recent, too.” Brendan sat, losing sight of his friends all together. He felt that eternity pass before him again, damning himself for the anger he aimed at his friend and praying that he’d soon wake up from this nightmare.
“Let’s go,” Jeremiah Corrigan instructed. “Straight away, we’ll row about the Island. Brendan jumped up. “Nay, you’ll stay here.”
The redheaded pivoted about, staring, but not seeing as he backed away. “Nay. I won’t.”
“Brendan, there’s nothing you can do.”
He hurried. “Like hell I can’t.”
“Brendan,” Wee Sean called behind him. “Jerry’s right.”
“Rot in hell, the whole of you.” Turning his legs to full speed, he ran. He created a wind that tore at the flesh on this face. His arms pumping. His feet churning. He left the field and entered the path leading to the harbor. He’d never remember this part of the journey later, only that the lead had left his feet. He remember them pounding along the paths. He remembered tugging at the stern of a boat that rested upside down on the embankment. That’s where the others caught up to him again. Wee Sean latched on to a gun rail, making an attempt to flip it. “Let go!” he screamed, “I’m going!”
“We’re all going,” Wee Sean assured. “You, me, Rory and Jerry.”
He backed off as Rory Murphy and Jeremiah Corrigan hefted the craft high and carried it to the strand. Their efforts weren’t fast enough by any means. Brendan hurried them on, standing in the waves, calling out to them to catch up. When at last they set the craft upright into the water, Brendan climbed in and tried to push off before any of the others were inside. Jeremiah Corrigan grabbed the oars from Brendan’s grasp and pushed him aside. “You calm yourself down, before I pull a sack over your head and toss ya on the strand to wait.” Rory and Wee Sean pushed them away from shore and then crawled in to either side of Jerry and Brendan. Another trip he barely remembered, only that it took so bloody long. Then in a blink, they found what they didn’t want to see.
Beneath the jagged rocks that formed the highest cliff on the Island, two bodies, one decayed, and one bloated, rested. From the water, Brendan recognized his friend. Patrick’s dark hair, strong shoulders and borrowed clothing. Suddenly Brendan couldn’t move. Wee Sean groaned and Jerry Corrigan swore. Rory Murphy jumped from the boat and waded to shore. With difficulty Wee Sean and Jerry eased themselves into the water and pulled the craft along with them.
Brendan waited, turning away from the scene. First Bridey and Liam, now Patrick. The little bit of food he had eaten earlier in the day crept up his gullet, threatening to burst forth. He couldn’t sit. He crawled over the far edge of the boat and into the water. Turning away from the scene, he vomited into the waves.
Jerry Corrigan returned to meet him. “It’s Father Patrick all right. It looks as if he… broke his neck. The other, I’m thinking that’s that Major those Brits were looking for.” Jerry wiped the back of his neck with the palm of his hand. It wasn’t like him to avoid anyone’s eyes, but this time, he seemed to need to look anyplace but in Brendan’s eyes. “We need to get them back to the Frontside… Someone needs to get into Killelea. I’m sure Wee Sean’s lads can row back. You think you can hold it together long enough to get them back there?” He glanced quickly at Brendan and away again.
Brendan agreed and waited at the far end of the boat. His friends did the worst of the work, carefully lifting the bodies from the sand and placing them in the bottom of the boat. The smell of rotting skin, worse than putrid potatoes, sickened him. No one climbed in with the bodies, but pushed the boat along in the shallow water surrounding the Island’s strands. An extraordinarily long walk.
At first Brendan couldn’t look at his boyhood friend. The thought of losing Patrick might just be harder to accept than losing his wife or his sister. He dared himself to defy the need to look away, and suddenly he couldn’t take his eyes away from his friend.
Patrick wore a shoe on one foot and a ragged stocking on the other. The blood in his body had settled. The parts of his hands and arms not covered by Brendan’s shirt and the cheek that rested on the sand were black. The upwards sides of his hands and his other cheek were translucent white. His neck twisted one way and his hips another. Pain settled into the area between his eyes.
This site was unreal. A fragment of a bad dream that one couldn’t forget no matter how hard he tried. If only Brendan could say this wasn’t Patrick


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