Tuesday, October 23, 2012

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After Mass had been said in Killelea, Tim carried the vestments and the old wood and patina Crucifix across the Channel. Canon Hanrahan and Michelene joined him. This had been the first time that Patrick could remember the old Priest crossing over. After battling high, crested waves, he assured Patrick that the contents of his belly would rebel if he had to do it again at anytime soon. Patrick assured the Canon that the Channel was at its choppiest. Indeed, the water washing the shore ran up the strand nearly to the beginning of the cement pathway.
Patrick nodded at Wee Sean Darcy and Jeremiah Corrigan, who were waiting for their families. They carried the craft up and off the strand, and set it on the embankment. Enough boats had floated away in the last few weeks. No more.
Not long after the first boat, another beached with Deirdre, Maureen, Eamonn and the rest of the Darcy family. A moment or so later Connor, his mother and brothers arrived.
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Brendan put aside his anger and gave into his loneliness. He joined those who helped to beach the boats coming in from Killelea, and he followed the last to arrive to the old Churchyard.
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A lone violinist played ‘Faith of Our Father’s.’ That signaled altar boys, Tim and Daniel Darcy, to begin their journey from the old well to the table Father Patrick had borrowed again from the dun. They had placed it in front of the mossy, knobby trunk and beneath the leafy branches of the tree. Father Patrick had spread a sheet over the altar. The ragged old Crucifix was then nestled tightly in the branches so when Father Patrick raised the Host in preparation of the Eucharist, he raised it up before the image of Jesus.
Wee Sean Darcy took his daughter by the arm and escorted her. She wore her best, a fresh white and blue dress, and carried in one hand a lose bouquet of spring flowers. Canon Hanrahan followed them. He would help with Bible readings and Communion. Father Patrick would say Mass. He brought up the rear. When the group made it to stand before the makeshift altar, Wee Sean and Deirdre genuflected and moved in to stand beside Maureen and the rest of the family. Connor and his family awaited on the opposite side of an ill defined aisle.
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Brendan stood, with hat in hand, in the middle of the cemetery. To one side of him rested the shells that had once housed the souls that were Bridey and Liam. To the other were their parents. Living friends and family gave him space, avoiding the graves all together, while crowding in to see Father Patrick uniting the couple. That gave Bridey more than enough room to be near her brother one more time.
When Bridey died, her mother acted as her guide, first to face her maker and her transgressions, and then to Liam on the other side. Sadly, her mother left on her journey to begin a new life before Bridey could talk with her. She hoped that when that time came when her brother passed from one life to another, she would have the opportunity to act as his guide.
She joined Brendan to watch this wedding now. The pain in his expression threatened to break her heart into tiny pieces.
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He damned himself as he watched the others in prayer. Instead of fashioning that marker he considered earlier, he used his time to ruin his relations with the living who mattered to him the most. He crossed himself and prayed with the whole of his heart for forgiveness. Not just from God Himself, but from Enid, Patrick and the others. Before he realized it, a cry of delight arose from the assembled. He had missed the entire ceremony.


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